INCOMPLETE

2005-10-24T00:02:00.000-07:00

i just wish to delete this blog
its piss day today
people are pissfying me.
whatever.no such english i guess
i wanna scream my lungs out.
i feel sad for some people.
whether its the right thing to do.
its fated for them.
i think its the last day im blogging in this blog.
im deleting it.

2005-10-12T23:33:00.000-07:00

what a day
full of lessons
i guess we need to catch up
but no rush right?
besides lessons nothing else
after school we went cash converters to look for a base
cant help it but we are broke
now all we need is a drum and everything will be perfect
cant wait (:

2005-10-11T23:57:00.000-07:00

it feels as if it has been months since i last came online
i hate exams
i think im gonna fail this whole thing
the maths was like?
my,my.
what kind of questions?
nevermind.
at least its over
now im enjoying life
with nothing to worry about.
cant wait for grad tea.
we are coming up with our own band
so sad i didnt go ps with them yesterday
too lazy to.
they walked to 3 places?
cant believe it
from ps to heeren to junction8?
crap.i would have taken a cab
seriously
you wont expect me to walk

i hate HER
and thats the bottomline.

2005-09-29T23:21:00.000-07:00

although i promised i will not come online till psle
but well its just for a few minutes (:
today was FUN
except for some damn people who is so bent on ruining my mood
hell man
say it to MY FACE if you want
ONE on ONE
bring it on if you dare
if not just mind your beeswax
the deejay and music rocks!
at least theres something original this year
always the same stuff
free food as well
but i didnt get to eat ):
i know im a pig
the concert was great too
the teachers were so hiao
what a day
its the last year
dont have to remind me
its so sad thinking back of the last 6 years.

2005-09-22T23:21:00.000-07:00

time is running out
we're just this much to be done once and for all with this crucial year
everything's so rush
children's day is just a week
the last year we'll be having this
come to think of it,it's so sad
psle too.
why must we have it?
its very troublesome to study
we'll lose more brain cells
like i have already
today's mass was meaningful
especially those mentioned
seriously need a change in just 1 week+
i dont think that can happen
unless that is a miracle happens
we need someone to knock some sense into us and wake us up from our dream
and face REALITY
yucks
hate to think about that
at least im not going through all these by myself
thats what friends are for right?
i just can't wait for all THESE to be over.

2005-09-19T01:43:00.000-07:00

lets just say im different from other people
i dont have monday blues
somehow i look forward to going school
except for days of examinations
well,who dont?
its just 16 days away
SIXTEEN
i dont think im prepared YET.
i cant believe myself
im throwing my future away
im just not the focused type i guess.
finally finished with corrections
all that explanations-
lao shi made us all stand today
and i couldnt find my test papers
she went through others though (:
i just cant stand scoldings
monday remedials
i love remedials
i must be mad or something'
walked home and talked about laughable stuff
im having a stomachache.
morning lessons again tomorrow
doesnt matter.i'm always late anyway.(:

2005-09-15T22:55:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 6.45
and waited till 8.45
just for that darn stupid listening
im just a kid-
love that song
talk bout listening
the invigilator's cute
listening makes me sleepy
after school went to the popular'
its like the 5th time of the week?
i had to go for the stupid book
cant even be bothered
went to the library
man,you can go to the library to exercise instead of the stadium
climb up and down,up and down
the mouse sucks
whats the freaking problem?
you cant seem to stop
well do what you like
it's over for me.
i find it :ame actually
you'll never know whos the one
i've got no guilty concience
so yeah.
God knows
go heaven and find out OK?
there are some things you'll never know,
unless you're willing to find it out by yourself and not just basing on the fact on what she said and being manipulated.

ijustakid rockS.

2005-09-14T02:37:00.000-07:00

tomorrow got to go school early again
so troublesome
i sort of over-slept today
i'm always so tired.
did'nt go to class first
my fan base shouted for me
haha jk
usual schoold day
nothing interesting
corrections and more corrections
stayed back after school for alternate week sup
lao shi came at only 2.30
1/2 h only,whats the use.
waste of time,i say.
walked around the hub
jac bought new cds AGAIN.
i mean again
got approached by people to do survey
boring
joey was so fierce
it feels great to be walked home by people (:

2005-09-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

going to get my hair cut again
sooo thick
cant stand it.
spent my day doing the darn maths paper
made me crack my brains.
in the end,i still left blanks.
so meaningless
i just cant seem to concentrate
whats wrong with me
the hols are over so soon
it seems like it just begun.
like lao shi said,we have only 50 metres more to run
and PSLE will be over.
cant wait for that day.
meanwhile i got to study HARD
pull up my socks as high as possible.
so many unfortunate things happening
and today
an accident happened at the junction
the turning at the macs
shant talk so much
i didnt witness the accident
a motorcyclist got thrown out of the motorcycle.
i didnt see blood.
luckily.
if not i wont be able to sleep
an ambulance and a police car
i was so kaypoh
i went over to see
cant help it.
my curiousity.
so freaky
why is so many things happening?

2005-09-09T01:44:00.000-07:00

2nd day of sup class
it's so tiring to get up early in the morning
well,maybe i'm used to waking up late
today's the last day of term 3
i guess nect term will be changing places again.
good.
theresa's so irritating
she likes to draw on me and throw her tantrums until i let her read my letters
haha
just kidding (:
at least she talks a lot
talk more and i dont fall asleep in class
it's term 4 soon
i better buck and and don't slack
just woke up from my 1.5h nap
still feeling tired
homework not done
IM SO LAZY

2005-09-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

new day
new life
so refreshed
except that i hate waking up early
a start with chinese sup
well luckily i did'nt sleep :)
lao shi's cute.
hah poor tricia
i made her go back to her seat
canteen stalls not open except for 1?
so hungry
im becoming pig
well pigs are cute.
ew im not saying im cute.
then went back to class and watched cartoons
well not so cartoonish but just some science stuff?
kinda cute though.
there has to be an end to this.
and it finally stopped.

2005-09-07T00:24:00.000-07:00

hellish
why me
you're making my life so difficult
you bear a grudge?
if your target's me,why affect others?
uh huh?
you ought to do some reflections.

im not affected by it,
if you think I AM.
im stopping this.
she has a point
so whatever you want to do,
WRITE STUFF,CALL NAMES,POINT FINGERS,
IT'S ALL UP TO YOU.
IM CHANGING MY LIFE,
AS OF TODAY.

MULTI TASK AGAIN
ordering maxine
i sound so mean
haha (: im not lah.
screaming to justina on the phone
my bill's gonna be a bomb.
her phone's got a problem.
my life's a challenge.
thats what stored in for me.

2005-09-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

boring
boring
boring
went to the library today
called joey and asked her to pass me her book
she looked so cute
no interesting books today
i still borrowed anyway
i spend more time reading more books than studying
how can I
my life's so thrilling
in a way
i guess it'll do me good to lick your boots huh?
i just noticed that
bootlicker
pai ma pi
my vocab words are increasing (:
thanks to books
damn it
you think i'll be scared?
BRING IT ON.
i still want to go heaven
i'll stop this childish act
well that is,if i lose control
cant help it
im sounding like a mental patient
yeah yeah
as i said,i need to go heaven
i'll stop it.
there's a limit to my patience.
it thrills me to see you get pissed.

2005-09-01T23:14:00.000-07:00

long weekend ahead.
just so shiok
uploading pics
blogging
talking
i just love multi-tasking
so rush
that feeling's so right.
haha im crazy.
got all the tests and projects done last friday
didnt have anything to worry today
except that during social studies i went to the toilet 2 times?
is that wrong?
the second time i told her i had bladder problem.
my god
make up lame excuses.
the presentation's really boring
cant help it
had 4 test papers to do
3 english 1 science
guess which i'll do first.
cant be bothered about that actually.
the sky's so dark
i feel like sleeping
what a pig. (:
just admit you're lame.
you're so out.

2005-08-30T23:02:00.000-07:00

wow.
teacher's day was great.
its our turn next!
aces workout first.
rather ok.nothing nice about that.
then went up to class.
it was eugenia's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENIA!
eat and eat
took a lot of photos man
jacqueline went around demanding for hugs
netball match.
lost to the teachers
so shi bai
screamed like shit
concert last
the 3 girls were hot!
the prefect's item was good too
well those not spontaneous ones spoilt the item.
screamed more.
now my throat hurts.
what the hell.
so much for that.
not sporting people.
NO FUN AT ALL.
fun takes up 100% in my life.
lao gu dong.
you poser.
you ought to GET A LIFE
get it on your own way.
im ending on a sour note.

2005-08-28T23:00:00.000-07:00

got backbone
good.
desperado
im not affected by it.
at least i dont insult/
get your facts right
today got my results
horrible?
yeah guess so.
4-way conversation now
justina's bill is going to bao zha.
so sad for her (:
im not going to give her 5 bucks
haha
so mean of me
teacher's day coming
ACES WORKOUT TOO
im too healthy already
hah
cant wait for the hols.
need a break DESPERATELY.

2005-08-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday i felt so bored
exams were over but not psle.
so i dont see the rush to get studying for psle so soon?
went to church for mass-weekly affair
everybody went with friends
i was so lonely
lucky my sis did not leave me alone.
head for kfc for dinner
so crowded in there.
made a scene outside mac's.
all thanks to a stupid piece of clothing.

today went for cat class
class so noisy,so boring
came back and watch tv
now on the com
cant wait to go to school tomorrow.
mood swings
talking to justina and jac
3-way conversation.
talking to com?
i'd choose talking.
(:

2005-08-25T03:21:00.000-07:00

to think i actually trusted you.
so you think you're so trusting?
you're nothing but a plain poser
in case you dont know,im sorry.
i really think you should have a mind of your OWN.

Prelims are over.
how wonderful.
but not psle
jacqueline's turning crazy.
so sad to see that.
sometimes its hard to believe,

im going to handle this all by myself
i dont believe i cant do it
i got to do it
thats what life's stored for us
OVERCOME OBSTACLES
im going to do it,
but i dont know how.

never seen a person like her before,
so 2-sided nono...i think 3-sided

and believe it or not
i've never hated you
im not being humble.

2005-08-22T00:16:00.000-07:00

yeah!
i won
VICTORY
you're such a loseR
ok i shant be so mean
after all................
prelim english today
the feeling's so shiok
just that my neck a bit cramped
maths tomorrow
ahh my maths is horrible
dont know how am i going to pass through tomorrow
GOD BLESS ME

2005-08-18T21:50:00.000-07:00

oral's finally over
no more oral stuff again
one item's down
yay
i dont sound happy
cause im not
i never got angry in school or with my friends before
it happened today
it was so dramatic(im not laughing)
i wont tell who i was angry with
it happened at the hub
i stormed off
REAL fast
joey was chasing me
but i didnt care
i feel so bad
she wasent the one i was angry with.
someone else
i was such a cheerful person
she ruined my whole self
TODAY SUX

2005-08-17T22:33:00.000-07:00

PSLE MT ORAL TODAY
i woke up and went to pang sai for 3 times.
i know it sounds disgusting but yeah.
so nervous
i smiled at the teachers but they had NO reaction.
hai dont wanna smile lah
then walked and walked like tortoise
everybody caught up wtih us
then decided to go the the library
since theres nothing to do/
walked up and down the library steps for 4 times
lazy jac joey and stef took the lift
EXCEPT ME
I DID MY MORNING EXCERSISE BY WALKING UP AND DOWN
haha then we spilt
went to joey's grams house but didnt go in
so pai sei
actually wanted to see her sister one
SHES SO CUTE!
need to go tuition later
what a bother.
must come back and do hw and study
havent completed anything yet
i forgot theres compo
hmmm
too much work
must balance my time
prelims next week
what a bother too.
everythings a bother
I WISH IM IN HEAVEN

2005-08-16T23:35:00.000-07:00

never blogged for days
hmmm
now im going to write everything out
it seems like everyone's including me in your life
everything goes wrong ITS MY FAULT?
GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT MAN
im not going to care anything
its not my problem
i do what i wanna do

compre cloze(people try and do it;easy like shit)
ITS MY _____
GOD _______
IVE NO _______ CONCIENCE
YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU ________
NONE OF MY __________

now its ___________
gotta go do my job sooon
im still so lame
tomorrow's oral
argh im so gald im group 2 for both days
God bless me
got so many test papers
stress came without my invitation
i wanna shut myself out of this world

and by the way,im not affected by IT AT ALL.
no point angrying me
im not desperate PLEASE
and get me out of your life
ill be happier that way
THANKS

2005-08-13T05:59:00.000-07:00

went to church.
nothing interesting.
the usual
after that went to eat
waited freaking long for the food to come
should'nt wait
nothing special after i took a bite
I WAS SO FULL
I GUESS IM GOING TO PUT ON WEIGHT
YAY i guess first time you see someone happy to put on weight
some guy saw me and i did'nt see them
how blind i was
then waited for the food for my grans
my bro n sis walked my cousin to the mrt
walk home
the night is so cool
reached home and used the com
talk to the idiot who saw me
so kaypoh
my sister's so kaypoh too
peep at what im doing
no privacy
then scream at me when i see her stuff
STUPID
ahhh nothing to do now
except for people bugging me
hmmm shit missed my job again
ok you probably dont know what am i saying
im just being nonsensical again
havent completed hw yet
shall do it now
BYE

2005-08-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

If by blogging can vent one's anger
i'd be glad to have one.
After creating so many
i've lost count.
someone tell me what to do
i cant decide
i dont understand this world at ALL.
i'll just have to face this myself.
thats why we are born into this world:
TO FACE PROBLEMS
-why's she like that?
she must have been possesed.
-and why's she like that?
she must be so desperate.
-and whys she like that?
she must be so jealous.
so many whys,whys.whys.
cant be bothered anymore.